i want to sleep

I was thinking about the general state of the world, about people, happiness and where it comes from, about life, satisfaction and making the most of every minute of it. I was thinking about love, arts, beauty, social security, food, welfare, clothes, fashion etc~etc when I came to realize that I really want to sleep first...  

Couple of months ago I came to realize that I have been dreaming of sleeping for almost my whole life... I went to school for 10 years and I liked it, but I hated getting up early in the morning, then I went to the university for 5 years and I liked my university but I still hated getting up early in the morning, then I was employed for 4 years already and I like my job but I hate getting up early in the morning even more enthusiastically... and the whole universal truth is that I would have loved my school, my university, my jobs so much more, I would be so super productive and mega motivated if only I had the opportunity to sleep couple of hours more... 


I pondered over this issue even more and got to not -the-happiest news about my whole life... The school is the time when you get the general knowledge and you come to realize what is of your interest and what is not, to get decided on future profession ... and here please explain to me how you are supposed to understand some chemical formulas, rules in physics early at 9 am when your brain wakes up only at 11 am... and what if this  automatically puts you off your right professional path and you end up doing something you are happen to be good at and not maybe something you were meant to do... (talents in arts probably excluded....)


I went to university and it started all over again... probably better not to specifically mention the fact that right after the first 2 months of my university studies, I still couldn't remember how come I made a decision to take up languages as my life-long specialization and why on earth should I spend 5 years on studying 2 language ;-))) ... but in any case the excitement of being an excellent student for 2 years faded away from 3rd year of studies when the schedules for classes changed for early in the morning... (might also be a coincidence, but you never know...)

So it turns out that one gets to sleep properly before going to kindergarten and after retiring... OK so what I die right after retiring, is that suppose to mean that I die with an unfulfilled dream to get a proper sleep?! 

Nooooooo~ 

p.s. The Working/Studying & Sleeping system is not somehow user friendly